Is it normal that i like old men while being a young man myself

I'm a male, 32 years of age. I'm visually handicapped. I'm not very good-looking and don't focus much on looking good; my hair has also turned grey a good deal. I like to remain faithful and sincere toward other people I come into contact with. I tend to be rather naive at times. I'm looking for a man aged 55 or older for a genuine, sincere relationship. I'm seeking companionship, love, closeness, and warmth--but NOT ANAL SEX itself; I do want sharing his bed however. Is what I like normal? Can I find someone suitable who could cater to my yearning? If so, how and where? If no, then what should I do to find my way around it?