Is it normal that i like imagining suicide?

I like imagining suicide... but I'm not the one who's dieing in my imagination. yeah well sints i was about 11 years old, wen i cant fall asleep at night I'll just imagine a "story" in my head of a parson. older or younger than me and never with a age or name of someone i know. i make up a life that's horrible, and nothing like mine and when i get bored with it instead of just stopping i HAVE to kill them by having them kill themselves ... in sad and sometimes gory ways or i HAVE to continue that story and most times i have more than one going on at onetime. but for some reason i have not once in my life wanted to die myself.

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Based on 78 votes (21 yes)
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Comments ( 6 )
  • RougeTheBat

    You need some help.Side note:Whats a parson?

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    • LovelyMay

      He or she must've made a typo. They meant 'person'.

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  • Caryopteris

    So basically you are murdering imaginary people. That can't be good, dude.

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    • mas0n342

      i kill myself during my dreams. is that bad.

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  • mas0n342

    please murder me and my cut up, emo, worthless body in the worst way you can ever imagine. please!

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    • LovelyMay

      Dude. If you're telling the truth, you need to stop cutting yourself. There are people who love you out there. Imagine how they'd feel if they knew. Stop it.

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