Is it normal that i like fat girls, when i'm a girl myself?
I spend hours on youtube watching videos of heavier girls- especially though, girls who start off skinny and end up borderline obese. It's something about a big, round, full figure that does it. I've been doing it for four years, even to the point that I sometimes think about gaining weight on purpose myself. It's just so much more attractive than a bag of bones. But I have a boyfriend! He has no idea about this "desire" of mine, I have no idea how I'd even start telling him, and besides the point, I want to have a normal sex life. But even when we're in bed together and he's really turning me on, the only way I can come is by fantasising- mainly about big women, but occasionally about the thought of being fed by my bf. I'm very confused, in case you hadn't noticed, haha. Is it normal to like big women, when I'm a girl myself, and would only really class myself as straight?