Is it normal that i lack empathy?
I don't care about anyone, not even about my friends or family. I'm just not able to empathise with anyone else, I don't care if anything happens to people around me and whenever something good happens to someone it makes me want to rage. Whenever anyone else gets love from other people I get jealous because that attention is not directed to me. I know I don't deserve to have people caring about me, because I also don't care one bit about them but it still hurts. I wish I could care about people and their happiness, like any good person, but I just can't. :( I guess I was just born as a heartless jerk who won't ever be more than just a waste of space