Is it normal that i keep wanting to do coke to lose weight?
I am 25 and I am constantly wanting to try coke because I want to lose weight. I am constantly thinking about how fat I am and how I am not as skinny as I once was. It makes me so so so sad. I exercise but can't be as tiny as I once was. I have tries diet pills.. Starvation... Fasting.. And nothing seems to work. I just want to be skinny. I really want to be skinny. I know if I did coke I would be skinny. I understand the consequences but I really don't care. I hear about people dyig over drug use but it doesn't phase me. I really just want to be skinny. I don't understand why I am so obsessed with this need to feel sl and slender but that is on my mid about 24/7.. I want coke. But I am scared that the one time I buy it.. It will be from an undercover cop.. I am a good girl an I have never done anythig really bad. Haven't ever really drank or smoke but I would be willig to do coke if I knew for sure I would get to e skinny ..