Is it normal that i keep my own vomit stored for months?

I've been diagnosed with bulimia nervosa, which isn't very normal, but I'm wondering if anyone has ever heard of someone storing their puke and admiring it? I have these air-tight jars of vomit stored all over my apartment that I really like to look at when I'm bored. I have knocked a couple over and spilled them on the carpet and the landlord has complained of the smell. I've tried to get rid of them, but I feel attached to them, I guess. I've been doing this since I was 14 and I'm in my early 20s. Man, typing this out makes me feel really wacko. What should I do?

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  • GuessWho

    I would puke again, just looking at it.

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  • if your a girl sure but its a little wierd for a guy

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  • Subfinmatic

    Completely normal, like keeping a fetus in a locked room for showing your other children what could have happened to them.

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  • RinTin

    Understandable but not normal and not healthy. I wouldn't even keep one jar get rid of all of them. If no one knows about it you should tell someone. It's easier to realize what you're doing needs to stop when someone who you are close to tells you like it is.

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  • Avant-Garde

    No, please throw them away. If anything, admire your weight loss. There's a artist that swallows paint and then she "vomits" it up. So it's like a different take on Jackson Pollock. I was thinking you could do something like that, but that would be gross and the smell would be overwhelming. Just throw them out. Also, I wouldn't be surprised if some of them had mold on them. Which isn't good for your health, no matter how airtight it is. If you don't get rid of them, you might start hoarding them. When people come over your house, what do they say or do you hide them?

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  • NeuroNeptunian

    Those sound like they would make wicked biological WMDs.

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