Is it normal that i have urges to eat dirt?
I can explain this.
When I was a kid, around 5 or 6 years old, I got bullied at my elementary school and the bullies made me literally eat dirt (this was at recess, of course). I never had the guts to speak up about it so I just got used to it.
Well, a couple of weeks ago, I was outside in my backyard alone and I decided "what the hell" and decided to do it one more time; I picked up a little bit of the dirt on the ground and ate it. It completely brought me back to elementary school and I got somewhat mildly addicted. I love the feeling of being back in my 6 year old days. Also, whenever I eat the dirt, my arms turn a reddish color for a few hours. I've only done it a few times, but I keep feeling the urge to.