Is it normal that i have urges to backstab people constantly?
Since a few months ago i constant fell the urge to stab someone in the back, when im holding a pointy object and someone is showing his back to me my hand starts to shake and i really have to hold myself só i dont "accidently" stab someone really hard.
The urge is stronger when its someone who trusts me, just the image of someone that likes me in the ground bleeding screaming: Why?! makes me fell happy.
But i dont want to murder then, just make them fell enormous pain and start fearing me for some time, idk why.