Is it normal that i have urges to backstab people constantly?

Since a few months ago i constant fell the urge to stab someone in the back, when im holding a pointy object and someone is showing his back to me my hand starts to shake and i really have to hold myself só i dont "accidently" stab someone really hard.

The urge is stronger when its someone who trusts me, just the image of someone that likes me in the ground bleeding screaming: Why?! makes me fell happy.

But i dont want to murder then, just make them fell enormous pain and start fearing me for some time, idk why.

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  • CreamPuffs

    You need to start playing a class that isn't spy on tf2, like soldier, engineer, or pyro. Play one class too much, and your mind will be changed to be more like them. Because it isn't normal.

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    • Somuchgamer

      ...I dont play tf2...

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      • CreamPuffs

        In that case you need help, because there's no logical explanation for your urges.

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  • jwzc96

    This so not normal. It can be normal to get random thoughts where an image of you doing something horrible briefly flashes in your mind, however, having those thoughts backed by desire to see them in pain is very problematic. Please get some help. It's not good for you.

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  • ihavenomouth

    The other team needs another Pyro.

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  • clevertrevor1

    And here I was thinking that you just wanted to carry bad stories about your colleagues to another?

    Back stabbing is an age old profession which normally gives the "back stabber" a sense of accomplishment after carrying stories to another and placing them in a bad light!

    In the modern sense of the word it is done to try and get promotion over a Peer who is next in line for said promotion...however in your case it seems like more Psychotic version, I thus urge you to seek professional help immediately!

    You remind of Norman Bates who was a very sick puppy indeed!

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  • RoseIsabella

    Yuck!

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