Is it normal that i have to do everything evenly?
I have weird urges to do practically everything evenly. Like, when I'm washing my hands, I have the scrub every area of them the same number of time and both hands must have the same amount of water touch them. Or when I the my shoes, they both need to be exactly the same amount of tight. Even if one part of the shoe is a tiny bit tighter, I have to take both shoes of and do it all again. It's especially a problem when washing my hair in the shower. I HAVE to scrub every single section of my hair absolutely evenly. One thing that's frustrating about it is that sometimes it never goes away even when I do something evenly. Like, if I tap both of my feet 3 times, I'll feel the constant urge to continue tapping my other foot to make it even, even when it already is.
It's really time consuming and insanely frustrating!
I though it might be OCD but I don't get thoughts that if I don't do something, something bad will happen. I just feel unexplainable urges to do things evenly.
Is this normal?