Is it normal that i have thoughts of committing mass homicide?
On occasion I have thoughts of committing homicide/mass homicide. Not in a gory, dramatic fashion but usually a quick death like a bombing, shooting, or utilization of poisonious gas through heating ducts. I often plot out every single detail in my mind, from preperation to cleverly hiding of the evidence. In these deluges I mostly envision it occuring in the workplace or in the countryside. The people I contemplate killing are people who I would consider are my friends, "ghetto" people, and authoritative figures. The only thing that stops me from doing so is I couldn't bear to leave my family with the psycological and social burdens of committing such a hideous crime if I were to get caught. Is this normal?