Is it normal that i have this feces fetish?

I have this fetish where i am very much aroused at the thought of young, attractive and athletic women in their 20's dying from not being able to take a shit!

It would turn me on to no end to take these younger athletic women deep in the woods, tie them up with extra thick rope, and them jam a massive butt plug up into their anus so they never again were able to have another bowel movement.

It'd be so arousing to watch these athletic women scream in pain as their feces keep building up inside of them day after day, knowing that they will eventually die from never being able to get rid of their feces.

The thought of these women feeling absolute agony from their shit being forcefully held in really arouses me. As they are tied up deep in the woods with me, eventually, after enough time passed, their feces would start rotting away at their intestines....

After a while longer (several weeks maybe?) the amount of shit inside of them would cause their intestines to actually explode, sending several weeks worth of their feces into their abdomen and bloodstream.

At this point, these girls organs would start to become poisoned by all their held in shit, eventually causing all their organs to fail, one after another.

All the while I'm forcing these women to hold back their shit, i torture them even more by showing them video of other people shitting while they can't of course, which makes them even more miserable.

Eventually enough time would pass where these athletic women in their 20's would have their intestines completely destroyed from not being able to have a bowel movement. Soon they would actually DIE from being poisoned by their feces, which turns me on to no end!!!

Is it normal for me to be aroused at the thought of a young athletic woman in her 20's dying slowly and painfully from not being able to shit?