Is it normal that i have had foreplay with my elder sister.??

Hi,
sorry to put up this issue...But few years ago i was in my 19 or 18 sumthng age....and in the night all my family we sleep together in da same room...
and i happened to touch my sister's genitials..
in da morning i realised she didnt say anything...
and den my fanatasies didnt stop...She was in her early thirties.... and lives awway from her husband...
since then i started to have incestuous feelings for her...and dey grew so much that every day i use to touch her everywhere mainly her breasts while we use to sleep...and den later one day i slipped my hand on her vagina and started playing with it.... da most confusing part of the story is dat she didnt say anthng... or she was acting she as if she was sleepin ....as i know that its not possible to sleep while its happening to u...
Even one day it went to so extreme because i was in my late teenage and was ofcourse so horny and desperate That one night i took out my dick and as she was sleeping with her back towards me i decided to put my dick touching her ass...and then slowly i started to rub it on her pussy from the back...but she didnt wake up....!!!! WAT DA FUCK......
also i didnt stop and tried to den have more...and i tried to start pushing my Dick against her pussy.....and den der was a moment dat i couldnt control my self and as she was wearing a night gown it was easier to push it against her vagina...and i LITTERALLY STARTED TO STROKE HER... and i didnt manage to get inside her obviously but because it was rubbing against in between her thighs and i wass so mad at that moment i Ejaculated after few minutes i was even holding her waist slightly when i was doing it......HOW CAN SHE NOT WAKE UP ....and IF SHE DIDNT LIKE IT WHY DIDNT HSE STOP ME ......I EJACULATED on her NIGHT gown....and i moved back a little afterwards ...and behaved as if i was sleepin...but i was watching....then i saw dat she moved a liitle after few minutes behavin as if she was still sleepin had a quick view at me....and den SHE FUCKING CHECKED MY SPERM On her on her night gown at that position between her legs...she touched it and realised it was sperm....and den she slept again...and didnt say nythng in da morning...!!!! SHIT ME NOT its true and i was SO FLYING IN CONFUSION....!
what to do what to do and what not to do going on in my mind i still kept on doing it...the touching and squeezing her breasts so hard and playing and churning and twisting her nippless.....den it went on for a few days and wekks den months but nothin more dan touching...i would have not stopped if i had a chance to have more at it....
dont know since den i have wierd dreams and fantasise about it....now it has stopped and she maintains a distance with me when it comes to sleepin wid me...
also one night she put her hand on my dick and it was higly erect but i was fast asleep....den she checked it and behaved as if she just realised it was a dick she kept her hands on....and immediately removed it....She use to wake up as well later when i use to do stuff with her and den i use to get scared and use to behave im sleepin....
i dont knowwhat to do...or what she feels about me...
kindly help.!

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  • Gelmurag

    What country are you from?

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    • angloindiano

      Does country makes a Difference...?

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  • georges

    Dear,
    It s clear that she is aware of what u are doing to her and accepts it.This is no rape as she also put her hand on your dick.She must also be excited like you.The only problem is that both of you are afraid to make the 1 st step.I would suggest you to talk to her about it.You should make the 1st step as its difficult for a girl to do so,specially if the guy is her brother.

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  • moomus

    I take it English isn't your first
    Language?

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    • angloindiano

      I needed help on my issue rather on my english thanks.!

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  • thecoldhardtruth

    This a rape.

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    • angloindiano

      are u asking or u tellin me dat its a rape..?

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      • thecoldhardtruth

        Sorry that was a typo, I meant "this is rape".

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  • Stampysquid226

    I think about my sister sexually and wank and stuff but I never done anything like this

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  • Chase86

    Idk.. when my older sister (2yrs apart) & I were toddlers, she was always wanting to make my penis hard & put it in her mouth & & rub it against her vagina etc. I wound up wanting her to do it eventually cuz it felt good & she clearly learned to make herself climax around 8. Cuz she constantly wanted me to pull my pants down & watch her grind on pillows & desks & chairs & watch me get a boner & stair at it while she masterbated.. Which lead to me learning to climax by rubbing against her bare butt when I was 9.. got to where we’d take turns rubbing eachother or against each other’s naked body’s almost everyday. Sometimes 2 or 3 times a day. We never did much more than that out of basic fear & stopped shortly after she went thru puberty. Which sucked for me, cuz i was totally Hooke. But she found out I was masterbating with her panties when I was 13 & made me a deal bit to tell if I let her watch. Sure enough we began watching eachother cum & taught eachother how to touch the other & help eachother cum. She finally wanted to try putting my penis in her mouth & I came in about 4 seconds & tho she was completely grossed out, she was fascinated by how fast I did it. Cuz it usually took me prolly about 5-10 mins rubbing against her bare butt or panties. So I got lucky, cuz she’d always fantasized about oral sex & wanted to get good at it so she could S some guys D her freshman year. She even started letting me cum in her mouth, but always spit it out.. last time was on my 16th birthday.. yrs after we stopped. We got stoned in a grave yard & she gave me a blowjob & swallowed... best one I’ve ever had.. & that was 16 yrs ago.. we laugh about it sometimes & both admit to thinking about it when we masturbate still.. so.. idk.. it helped me a lot I think

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  • pantychaffe

    Chinese right?

    Anyway keep that shit up, pun intended

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  • grzegorz

    I don't believe a word.

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  • BayVerlyHayles

    This world...

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