Is it normal that i have dumped my toxic family?

I realized in college that they are truly dysfunctional, hopeless people. Actually, I knew they were screwed up long before that time, lol! Leaving them behind was the best. I have to say that growing up around such disturbing individuals made all of my psychology classes highly enlightening and insightful. All very helpful. I was left alone to fend for myself (Spartan-like, I guess? Ugh!). My parents are screw up products of a very deranged environment. They are very base + immature. They even fight with each other like angry siblings. My parents are destructive imbeciles. Both are addicts. They will live in filth! It is the sight of despair. They act out sadistic destruction on their children. I can remember my ugly mother smiling at causing us pain(or as usual, just ignoring us as she snored away the day). Very disturbing! My dad would yell/hit us to release his infantile life frustrations every single day (he's clearly low on the pecking order I figure). You would have to be in my shoes to understand what its like to have to raise yourself. I grew up with unreliable idiots. For that reason, I don't initially trust people. I have good reason. Humans are unreliable until they prove that they can be trusted. Careless neglect is my baby breeder parents parenting style. Like they are usually indifferent to us and use us as if we're equal friends. If you threaten to disown them? Their behavior instantly changes towards a strange kindness at you. That's just weird. They are so disturbing to me. I realize their minds are off kilter. I bring this up because I had to see them over Christmas, blek. Never again. No more visits ever. They can disappear forever. I do NOT want to know them. No calls. No contact. Nobody is perfect, but some people are a disaster of mental/physiological morbidity best left to professionals as??? Research subjects, lol? Like, what screwed them up? Nature or nurture (probably a bit of both)? I wish I could spay/neuter people that have no business producing children. What is it these days? The unfit have achieved bountiful fertility? Noooo!!!!! Noooo!!!!! Egad, nooo!

Thankfully, I could escape to my friends homes. Relief (as I blocked out my disaster home life). They were great to me. Their parents were educated, had careers, and had an innate drive to see that their children do well in life. Me? No such fortune. I have had to do everything myself to escape the negligent slums my reject parents created from their poor character.

Just venting from having to see these horrible freaks over Christmas. That was a bad idea that I will not repeat again. The sight of them gave me fright. I hated it. I had to leave. It was such a relief to drive away. That's the effects from child abuse. Kids shouldn't have to experience it.

Other than this, my life is great :-) I just didn't like that horrific reminder over the holiday of those people. Scary! I don't know people as awful as them.

Anyone else need to vent their frustrations with a toxic family past or present?