Is it normal that i have a misogyny fetish?
Okay, so I am a girl and I have a misogyny fetish. Like, really all forms of misogyny interest me, being paid less, not being taken seriously, being objectified, etc. But more directly like being told I'm stupid, worthless, inferior, etc, for being a girl actually turns me on. When a guy is disrespectful to me, I get turned on.
I have a fetish for misogynists. My biggest fantasy is to be like a sex-slave for an actual misogynist guy to use and abuse, who would make me feel sub-human for being the inferior gender as he acts out every extreme/degrading sexual act he can think of and just sexually punishes me, while drilling into my head that my only real value is sex.
I would enjoy feeling worthless and hated for my gender, acknowledging him as the superior gender, and accepting all the painful degrading treatment as deserved punishment for myself and the crimes of all women in his eyes. Knowing if I try hard enough and satisfy him/do everything as he says, I might at least meet his approval and that's is all I really need. To know that a guy who hates females to the core, at least sees and admits my value as this sexual object.
I know, it's freaking weird. It's nuts. I probably need to be committed, or see a therapist. But it's honestly my fetish. I don't know why, it's like I'm drawn to misogyny, I love being victim to it and completely giving in to it! Help!