Is it normal that i have a fear of open underwater spaces?
I have this huge fear that seems to be two combined. I'm not particularly afraid of deep water. I'm also not afraid of wide open spaces above water. But when you put the two together, and put me in the middle of it, I'll freak out. Seaweed, for example. It just freaks me out that the same plant touching me is rooted 60 feet below me under the water. Or the "Great Pacific Garbage Patch." (although I've never been in it)It totally freaks me out that there's trash that big that goes on for that long and goes that deep.
Even when I'm at a lake and I know that water is three feet deep, I won't go in where there are plants poking up at the top. I'm freaking out just thinking about it, my heart is literally pounding harder and my chest feels squeezed. I don't know. Maybe because I'm not used to something that vast, it just blows my mind.