Is it normal that i have a fear of mentally handicapped people?
starting around 6 or 7 years ago I Have had a fear of mentally challenged or handicapped people. It all started in second grade, i was walking to the play ground when a mentally handicapped boy at my school lashed out at me and hit me, i fell over and scraped my legs, the teachers were busy getting the boy under control, while i sat there for about 10 minutes crying (when your 7, 10 minutes is a long time). A Week later when i was swimming with my mom in a public pool, a different mentally handicapped kid hit me, this one was much older than me and much much bigger. he punched me in the face so hard. I know it was on purpose as far as he can control himself. It hurt so bad that i was crying while everyone else was getting the special ED kid out of the pool into the car, while he was getting put into the car i saw him hit another innocent kid around my age back then that was just walking by. Now, i can barelly stand being within 10 feet of someone who is mentally handicapped for more than 30 seconds. I am just like the other kids at my school, ive got honour classes, im in the national honor society, i have goals for the future, i am not racsist, and i am mentally healthy. The only thing i cant figure out is why i am so affraid of special ED kids...