Is it normal that i have a desire to be castrated and nullified

I have for a long time had a strong desire to be castrated and nullified (have my penis removed). I hate my testicles and penis. I am ruled by them to the point I cannot go a day without sex, I now suck cocks every day and my wife recently found out and asked if I was gay. I told her I like men, She is disgusted with this. I cant help my need to suck cock and swallow cum. I look at gay porn all day every day while at work. I need to be castrated, I need my balls cut off. I want to be a eunuch.

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  • ogrelord

    cut them off and give me your balls and dick

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    • RoseIsabella

      ROTFLMFAO!!!
      ☆☆☆☆☆
      You Sir, are truly a Lord of Ogres!
      >:-D
      We should all be forced to pay tribute unto you, Great Lord of Ogres !
      ☆☆☆☆☆

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      • ogrelord

        thanks i try my best. you can pay tribute by setting out 1 onion at 1 AM under your bed once a week and i will come and collect it and grant you safe passage in my swamp

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      • SirChazwickEsquire

        I saw some viral video on liveleak of a drunk man slicing open his scrotom with a pocket knife and pushing his testicles out of it. They both fell to the dirty ground, one right after the other. He and his drunk friends seemed to be having a jolly old time too.

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        • RoseIsabella

          That's pretty scary.

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  • lexistansyoongi

    Well in my opinion if you want to cut your stuff off that's your choice do what you feel is right but also please understand why your wife is mad because you cheated on her I understand that you like dixk but please apologize and just get a divorce lol.

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  • rayb12

    There is so much in this post. I'd like to address these points one by one.

    A desire for castration and nullification is not an uncommon occurrence. It of course is the desire for many transgender individuals, and also is somewhat niche but still in the tens of thousands i would estimate as a fantasy many have in the bdsm community. Although this sounds like neither of these apply to this specific case, simply wanting that is not at all odd.

    Sex and porn addictions are overwhelmingly common, and deserve help not scorn. It is an addiction if it is impeding on your ability to enjoy life. Because you word it as you "can't go a day without" it, I assume this is the case but I'm not sure.

    As for having multiple partners while in a marriage, this is something both married people, as well as the others should know about. Although that is neither here nor there now as she has found out.

    I can imagine it would be even harder to tell her with it also being an opening up of your own sexuality, and having that need to happen under a circumstance that she will reject because her trust was broken.

    Here I think it could be one of two things.
    The first is she simply is upset about being cheated on.
    The second being that she is herself to a degree homophobic.
    More likely I think it is mostly the first but perhaps a combination, I have never met her.

    I would suggest you seek help regarding your addictions and marriage as castration and nullification are irreversible procedures, and there may be underlying problems that this "quick fix" won't even solve.

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    • rayb12

      The lucky thing about us being habitual people, is once we go through the very difficult, but possible feat of changing a habit that is hurting us, we can develop positive habits that are just as strong.

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    • rayb12

      But this sounds like a very tough place to be. I do hope that you are able to forgive yourself or at least attempt to, and love yourself to get the support structure that you deserve. This is a post that helped me a lot when I was low https://www.reddit.com/r/NonZeroDay/comments/1qbxvz/the_gospel_of_uryans01_helpful_advice_for_anyone/
      I actually found it in the No Fap subreddit when dealing with my own masturbation addiction.

      I actually didn't think it was able to provide me with the means to break the habit, but it does have a very useful simple way of looking at things that helped me, it may not click with you but just thought I'd include it.

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  • Shade2

    You may even want to have a go at chastity (I have and I kind of really enjoy it) you could even get your wife to hold the keys for you then that way she can keep you locked up for as long as she wants to, but you will still have your cock and balls all be it under the wife's full control (oh how I wish that would happen to me)

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  • Themanrules

    What's weird is you didn't take into consideration of leaving your wife and meeting a man. Save your penis, balls and pride.... open up to your future husband lol it's legal now.

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  • Terence_the_viking

    Right.

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  • rubbercock2

    Your a total fucking idiot!

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  • lastone75

    I am particularly interested in what women think of this.

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