Is it normal that i hate to be around other boys?

all they ever talk about is my giant cock this,my giant cock that,and how cool and alpha male they are.they only seem to care about money and cars to attract girls with the biggest,most expensive boob job possible.i get so tired of this,to the point that i just dont have anything to say to them.i think its disgusting how they talk about women behind their backs.honestly, why the *uck does every guy think hes the best,strongest most biggest cocked alpha male? i h8 when someone sais r u a man? *uck no im not,if this is what your all about.then they think its weird when im the only boy with a bunch of girls,saying that IM gay?im gay because i would rather watch gymnastics,with really hot,in shape girls,than football,with a bunch of guys bending over all the time?that makes ME gay? i envy how girls and their friends can be so close,they do everything together,they kiss each other in a non sexual way,i see why boys dont develop this sort of bond.not every dude is like this,but i feel most guys tote their giant cock-egos around,thinking their gods gift to women,and their shit doesnt stink.im SOOOOO tired of guys and their natural immaturity,is it normal that they piss me off so much,and that i would not want to be considered a "man",because i think all "men" just want more money,a bigger house,a nicer car,and a girl whom they would refer to as a bitch,with the biggest boobs possible,i could give a *uck about money,cars,houses and all that material crap,or should i just give up,and be like them,and call women bitches,impress them with material shit,treat them nice when i want some and then talk shit about them 2 my guy friends behind their backs?