Is it normal that i hate the passage of time?

I loved being a young kid and with every passing year my memories get fuzzier. I always live in the past and become depressed when a milestone hits such as a graduation or something. I hate change because it means that something is ending even if it's a good change. So much anxiety builds up when a chapter of my life ends. I'm always trying to hold on to the past and can't let go. Like I hated high school but hate the fact that I will never be able to go back again. I want to move on. Is this weird or is it another classic example of humans wanting what they can't have?