Is it normal that i hate real sex but reads hentai?
I never watched real pornography but I really find it gross to see human body naked, especially genitalia engaging in sexual acts. The problem arises when I kinda engage in reading japanese pornographic comics (HENTAI), It not really like that I enjoy reading this one but If I'm going to chose, I rather have the Hentai.
The ecchi thing, which do not show genitalia just smutty things somehow arouse me but when I see the genitalia (Hentai) I really find gross.
I explore this stuff about sex though I dont like it to broaden my worldly view, to somehow accept this facts and be used to it, BUT IT IS REALLY HARD FOR and I REALLY FIND IT DISGUSTING.
Oh my. :(