Is it normal that i hate myself and want to die... violently?

I do know what it feels like to acyually be cared about. I was abandoned when I was two years old. Need more? I hate myself.

I want to be blown to bits. I want to be at the wrong place at the wrong time and get shot 42 times

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Based on 23 votes (8 yes)
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Comments ( 12 )
  • fullhouse

    You need help that's clear. So u were abandoned, but let me tell u there are many who weren't but suffer everyday because of abusive parents n wish they were abandoned! Don't think that you're the only one with problems. Everyone has them, deal with it

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  • Petrichor.

    For someone who (basically) says they don't care about their life, isn't it a little odd that you care whether the internet thinks how you would like for it to end is normal or not?

    I doubt that's the way you want to go. And no, not normal.

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  • tripw7

    You can beat this situation that you are in. You probably should go to a homeless shelter for one. Then, go to a VA hospital. (I know they have problems as well) but you will see what some others have to put up with to live. ......and they want too. Good luck friend....

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  • DangerousPotatoGuy

    You're letting your past define who you are. How about this, if you die "violently" do you think anyone would ever care? Clearly you won't find happiness within yourself, pick up someone's pen when they drop it, always wear a smile on your face and let people in. Voice your opinions, your troubles as they come, don't let them bundle up. Be that person because no one will ever live your life for you

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  • swaginthebag

    go to a qualified therapist they will help you out

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  • handsignals

    two massive semi's going at full speed, head on and your standing inbetween them.

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    • Johnnytherat

      What about the truck drivers? :(

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      • handsignals

        The trucks could be operated by remote control.

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      • shuggy-chan

        robots

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  • find a friend or councellor who cares for you and wants the best for you. (but u gotta listen) so good luck and good times SPLASH!!

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  • I don't think you would enjoy that if it actually happened. Just because your parents sucked doesn't mean you have to suck too.

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  • thegypsysailor

    One would think the harder one's life was, the more one would value it. But hey, you can give up and throw it all away; I'm pretty sure with your attitude, no one cares.

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