Is it normal that i hate my skin color?

Let me start off by saying. I know this will be taken as racist due to some of the stuff I say. But I really hate being mixed (I'm 75% black and 25% white). I wish I could be either black or white, but I can't, and that means I have to sit in the middle. I get no support from either side, and am left anti-social because blacks can't relate to me, and whites can't relate to me. I also am around a lot of other mixed people, and they're worse off than me, because they simply hate everyone. If anything I wish I could be white, because falling under the category of being a black person on state support is very annoying. Considering that I didn't choose to be born into a poor family. Anyways, I really hate being mixed. Is there any other mixed people out there that feel the same?

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  • thegypsysailor

    It's going to be an awful tough life if you can't accept who you are. You really need to stop obsessing about something you cannot change.
    If you are healthy, with all your faculties, it would behoove you to get on with living, as the person you are.

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  • kit-kat-bar

    Do what MJ did

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  • notthecenteroftheuniverse

    I am half Asian and half white. There is a polarization between myself and the Asian community because of the way Asians often feel the need to keep to themselves and how they're often too proud. I chose a side, but in a way, I regret doing so. I love all of my family equally.

    You may have to make your own identity if people on one side or another have a hard time relating to you. And I know what this feels like (got judged pretty harshly by my Asian girlfriends when I took this Jewish guy I liked to my middle school prom).

    Don't be ashamed of being mixed. At the end of the day, everyone has to struggle with building their identity - white, black, mixed, or in my case Eurasian.

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  • GreatArt

    You must be proud of who you are for others to accept you. Show them that colour's only skin deep but character goes right through. Don't walk around with a massive chip on your shoulder. Where I live things are mixed more ways than just two but we're open to one anothers individuality.

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  • dickwashington

    thats a tough one im white it sounds to me like you need to get out of your area go some where else where people dont care about the color of your skin and you can just be yourself

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