Is it normal that i hate my nose so much, that i want to chop it off?
This isn't a joke, I'm dead serious.
Every 15 min, I want to cut off my nose. I don't think low self-esteem covers me. I'm a guy and since 14 I've hated the way I looked. I'm now 20, in college, and no one knows how bad my self esteem is. I'm pretty sure that is an understatement. I have an abnormally large and crooked nose and really baggy eyes. About every 15 min I fantasize about cutting off my nose or just submerging my face in acid or something to melt away everything that's wrong with me.
I know that sounds really bizarre but I hate the way I look so bad. I feel like I've been cheated out of life. People say it only matters what you think about yourself or that girls wouldn't care as long as you have a good personality, etc. But I would rather be a horrible person and the worlds biggest *sshole and look good. Every person I see with a normal looking nose (about 7/8 people) makes me extremely envious and about every 15 min I feel sick to my stomach about my self.
I hate my nose so much. I would sell my soul if it meant having a normal nose. I don't even consider myself human looking. My shrink says that this is normal and that everyone goes through this, but I highly doubt that..
So is it? :\