Is it normal that i hate my mother!!!!!

Ok I'm the middle of 5 kids......two older and two younger than me. Anything my siblings do is ok and my mom loves it......BUT me nothing I do is good enough no one I date is good enough!!! Out of 5 kids I'm the only one who works and I go to school!! When I was living with her I paid her money and light bill!!!! Now my sister who's 30 and her two kids live there and my brother who's 29 lives there. They pay nothing and they do nothing, but all of that is fine with her. My sister

and brother both drink and gamble like crazy and
it's ok!!! My 15 year old brother is have a baby anyway now, and everydody acts like it's ok!!! I really just feel like punching her the
face I hate when she calls me I never answer the
phone!!!! My 15 year old brother has a baby due anyday now, and its ok everyone still laughs like its no big deal!!!!! Ive tried so hard to make this
lady love and appreciate me but she is just not
going to do it!!!!! I have two kids she loves the
oldest one but has nothing to do with my babygirl
because she hates her father!!!! I dnt know what to do or say because when I try to talk to her she screams like a wild crazy person!!!! All I know is that the further I am away from her the better I feel. What should I do?????? I'm so ready to cut all my family out of my life!!!