Is it normal that i hate my father and hate being touched by him?

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OK. So I'm not being harassed , it's just that I don't feel comfortable . you know my father used to beat me up ( educating me which is considered a normal way ) and now our relationship is fucked up I mean he hates how gloomy I'm ,how I act ...the only thing keeping him from revolting is my good grades which started to drop ...So I started to hate him hugging me and giving me kisses sometimes forcefully I feel bad,sad,uncomfortable and really angry I have to keep up with this and his wishes he once slapped me because I didn't want to swim lucky me it was at night he grabbed my hair and said that he is as stubborn as ever and that what he says is what needs to be done;after I calm down he calls me up and says that he wants the best for me , wants me to stop being negative and only wants me to do what i'm content and happy with . honestly what a huge dick he is a mother fucker I hate him . our life is so messed up cuz he is a huge liar he keeps saying he will do this and that but nothing happens . I'm 15 y.o and so sad ,i can only see that my childhood will never be a happy one and absolutely not the one I dream of .

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  • AngelLoc
    6 years ago

    I feel the same way with my Dad. I absolutely HATE his guts. He's controlling, overly strict, womanizer, conceited, violent, hot-tempered...i could go on and on. My only advice to you is to focus more on the good things in your life (friends, family etc). Treasure those who care about you. When you get older and can provide for yourself, get the f*** out of that hell hole! Good luck, I hope things will get better :)

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  • AntiArchon
    6 years ago

    sounds like he has a personality disorder.. sorry you have to go through that.. there are a lot worse parents out there though if thats any consolation.. just try to accept your situation, finish school and move out if you really cant stand him.. best wishes

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