Is it normal that i hate my boyfriend but love him at the same time?

We have been dating 10 months. I used to live in the states but ive been in mexico for about 7 months. And i found out he cheated on me couple months ago. I forgave him but he also use to flirt with other girls and he cheated on me with one of my 'best friends' he says that he dosent do any of that crap anymore and i believe him. I really love him but i feel like he still lies but than im like why would he waste his / my time? I also want him to die. I used to not believe in god but now i do and i ask him to please kill him but i still love him . Help me please, is it normal i feel this way?

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45% Normal
Based on 42 votes (19 yes)
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  • shuggy-chan

    god isnt your personal hitman ahaha

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    • Fucktheworlddd69

      Lol i know im juss saying my hate goes that far but i still love him.

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      • shuggy-chan

        well idk if i trust him

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        • shuggy-chan

          your BF that is, not god, he is good

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  • RedCurlsAre

    He doesn't love you, sorry,

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  • Mason554

    I don't cheat but she thinks I do because of these find a guy tht relly does love you and wouldent cheat its like wiring and guys seem to have that I don't cause I love her but alot do

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  • Mason554

    That's what my gf said at first but I think it's hormones luckily she loves me more now and we are serious

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  • Fucktheworlddd69

    Would you still be with someone if they did that to you? Am i stupid for being with him? Sorry i just dont know who to talk to dudee.

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    • yesnomaybeso

      Oh well this happened to me too.
      now that it's over i think i was actually so stupid but i really loved him.

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