Is it normal that i hate my body?
I hate my body and it has made me hate who I am. I am a 21 year old female who is 5'8'' and weighs 138 pounds, I work out 5 days a week and I eat healthy. Sure I am tone and people say I am skinny but I hate having curves and large calves. I see all these beautiful girls who are skinny and can wear all these amazing cloths. It really makes me so sad that I have the body that I do, I hate it. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin and I have for years. I constantly look at mirrors and try to see if I look any different but, I never do. All I see is this horrid vision of myself that is heavy, ugly and completely distorted. The worst part is that I believe what I see regardless of what people tell me. I hate going to the beach and avoid it every year and as for wearing shorts or tight dresses? No thank you. Am I just being silly or is there anyone else in the world who feels like me?