Is it normal that i hate it when i eat?
Everytime I eat something, I feel so bad after. I went abroad in 2009, when I was 13/14, and I wasn't used to the food they made there so I gave most of it to the cat. I lost so much weight and came back to England with health problems (sent to hospital, etc). When I look at myself now I wish I was in the same position as before.. I miss being skinny and being told i'm skinny. It makes me feel different and it makes me feel good. My boyfriend always tries to help me and make me eat and stuff. I look in the mirror and part of me knows that I'm not fat but I can't help thinking it.. and when I sit down and look at my thighs :\ I hate my size