Is it normal that i hate it when i eat?

Everytime I eat something, I feel so bad after. I went abroad in 2009, when I was 13/14, and I wasn't used to the food they made there so I gave most of it to the cat. I lost so much weight and came back to England with health problems (sent to hospital, etc). When I look at myself now I wish I was in the same position as before.. I miss being skinny and being told i'm skinny. It makes me feel different and it makes me feel good. My boyfriend always tries to help me and make me eat and stuff. I look in the mirror and part of me knows that I'm not fat but I can't help thinking it.. and when I sit down and look at my thighs :\ I hate my size

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  • Camallama

    Ague insulting someone is just pathetic - but then you're probably retarded.

    Eating is a part of living though - the body is like a car - put the right things in and it keeps going no problemo.

    Hope you got better since you came back from holiday...

    I have a question for you though - do you eat healthily or do you mainly eat junk food? If you eat healthily you can eat a lot (for you) and put on NO weight. So if you just eat junk food, then feel bad and stop eating - THIS IS THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO... your body will simply make you fat as it goes into 'starvation mode' and stores the fat incase you can't eat for a while...

    I'd listen to your boyfriend if I were you and stop bieng silly, that's all this is, Sillyness

    You have a condition called Body Disphormia - its were your body is perfect BUT your mind tells you youre fat and 'disphorms' your body in your mind. It 'morphes' it so you see your body weirdly and not like anyone else.

    You need to start writing up your diet and looking at it seriously. You'll find youre eating not only the wrong foods (most probably) and not eating anywhere near enough.

    Eating conditions are common, but not normal, you must try your hardest to beat this disorder.

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    • Camallama

      Insulting someone over this* - bad internet connection when writing that

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  • Do what Aussiewolf told you to do. It's sad that you've become another eating disorder statistic. There are healthier ways to have a thin, fit body.

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  • Jessie735513

    I get post food eating guilt too...sucks doesn't it :(

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  • hjs;l

    i hate you

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  • aussiewolf

    yeah eating disorders are pretty common among teens. talk to your parents and get them to take you to a doctor to get help.

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  • U idiot u have to eat to live

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  • spacerandy

    That's anorexia for you. Get help, it can kill or cripple you.

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