Is it normal that i hate her but still love her

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I hate my mother and this started when i was 7. she used abusive language with me,forced me to get the highest marks and be all girly types.why can i not sit in my room and eat why do i have to sleep all alone on a hard bed when there is a king sized couch in other room.Why do i not get a phone when my friends got it when they where just 12.Even my brother got an apple phone when he was 10. Now this is something I really do not understand . And why comparing me to my cousin to get the same grades last night we had a big fight and now she is not even on talking terms with me.hard to admit I miss her maybe because I just had a break up,I don't know but i love her.What should I do with my life.my life is a shit and I need some expert advice....please:I have already tried to commit suicide but I don't have the guts for it..........

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  • mysistersshadow
    7 years ago

    Cut ties with her?

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    • Ellenna
      7 years ago

      You reckon OP is old enough to do that? I reckon h/she is about 13 or 14

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      • mysistersshadow
        7 years ago

        I have no idea.

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