Is it normal that i hate and i'm disgusted by citrus?

You're going to get scurvy.

“We feel that to reveal embarassing or private things, like, say, masturbatory habits (for me, about once a day, usually in the shower), we have given someone something, that, like a primitive person fearing that a photographer will steal his soul, we identify our secrets, our pasts and their blotches, with our identity, that revealing our habits or losses or deeds somehow makes one less of oneself. But it's just the opposite, more is more is more—more bleeding, more giving. These things, details, stories, whatever, are like the skin shed by snakes, who leave theirs for anyone to see. What does he care where it is, who sees it, this snake, and his skin? He leaves it where he molts. ”

Perhaps, you have a texture-pattern phobia. The skin of all citrus fruits seem to have bumps and pin prick depression. If that is what you fear, it makes sense the you would grow to hate the rest of the characteristics of citrus, as your mind would have associated them with the main phobia.

(I actually do remember another post on here where the OP was scared of Citrus. It's not a recent post.)

when life gives you lemons throw them at people

Pulp infraction!!!! Infraction!!!!!!!