Is it normal that i hallucinate real life?
Sometimes I get too overwhelmed, and my vision starts going crazy. it's really hard to explain, but I don't see anything that's not there, I just see things in a really screwed up perspective. humans especially look really weird and scary to me. in my head, I come up w all of these theories such as im seeing the world from an early ape's point of view and frightened of modern humans and times, I have a higher understanding of the world than other people and becoming to conscience. I am like a beta test for humans. and sometimes I just think im going crazy. my grasp of reality is completely gone at this point, and I don't know whats right anymore. life is completely separated by thoughts and arguments about existential things in my head and actual normal living throughout the day. I take medication for dissociation, but it honestly just feels so much bigger than that, and I don't know what to do anymore.