Is it normal that i hallucinate real life?

Sometimes I get too overwhelmed, and my vision starts going crazy. it's really hard to explain, but I don't see anything that's not there, I just see things in a really screwed up perspective. humans especially look really weird and scary to me. in my head, I come up w all of these theories such as im seeing the world from an early ape's point of view and frightened of modern humans and times, I have a higher understanding of the world than other people and becoming to conscience. I am like a beta test for humans. and sometimes I just think im going crazy. my grasp of reality is completely gone at this point, and I don't know whats right anymore. life is completely separated by thoughts and arguments about existential things in my head and actual normal living throughout the day. I take medication for dissociation, but it honestly just feels so much bigger than that, and I don't know what to do anymore.

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  • Fugazi,again

    Sounds similar to me. Sometimes I get like a weird change in perception too, it's not that things look different, it's more like the context changes. Like one time I was walking past a funfair at night and suddenly it became like a carnival from a horror movie, like the music sounded distorted and everything seemed evil and warped or something. I also get a feeling at night where everything feels fake, as if I'm in a movie studio or something, but I actually enjoy that feeling, it's like being in a dream.

    I don't know if it could be called a mental illness but it doesn't bother me that much. I also used to get sleep paralysis so often that I just got used to it and it doesn't even bother me anymore. Something tells me the "trippy" feeling is something to do with sleep, either not enough of it or not good enough.

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    Sounds similar to me. Sometimes I get like a weird change in perception too, it's not that things look different, it's more like the context changes. Like one time I was walking past a funfair at night and suddenly it became like a carnival from a horror movie, like the music sounded distorted and everything seemed evil and warped or something. I also get a feeling at night where everything feels fake, as if I'm in a movie studio or something, but I actually enjoy that feeling, it's like being in a dream.

    I don't know if it could be called a mental illness but it doesn't bother me that much. I also used to get sleep paralysis so often that I just got used to it and it doesn't even bother me anymore. Something tells me the "trippy" feeling is something to do with sleep, either not enough of it or not good enough

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    Anxiety and a overly strong imagination maybe?

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  • SomewhereNorth

    No, just kidding. Actually though, go see a doctor, it could be something serious.

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  • SomewhereNorth

    LSD? Acid Trip?

    yOu A dRuGgIe?

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  • might

    What med are u on?

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  • GaelicPotato

    Do you do drugs?

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