Is it normal that i got a highly anxious lsd trip?
I'm in my 20ies. Two days ago I had half a tab with one of my mates. The other two were just drinking beer. So me and the other friend that took it went for a walk. It took a while till the effect started kicking in but when I got back to my friends I was very anxious to make things worse one of the friends started accusing me of being gay! I was scared to fight back because I was vulnerable. I am strong physically but not verbally. Because he is my friend I didn't react but just took it in and didn't say anything back but got more anxious. I have intrusive self doubt thoughts. I love my girl friend but I am very sensetive and creative. I am in touch with my feminine side so sometimes I wonder if that's normal for a heterosexual? Does it mean that if you are not c*cky and alpha male you are gay?