Is it normal that i get horrible thoughts about people?

I get strange thoughts about nice people when I'm talking to them. They are just random, but horrible thoughts that I would never act on! Whenever someone is nice to me, something inside my head shows a knife jabbing at their head. I hate these thoughts and I'm ashamed to be around nice people because of it. Then when someone compliments me, something in my head goes, "you're ugly!" It's so embarrassing and it's been going on since I was at least four years old! Is this normal?

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52% Normal
Based on 25 votes (13 yes)
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  • RoseIsabella

    Some kinda crazy OCD?

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  • ilovetoiletrolls

    This is a form of OCD. Is it not?

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    • Yes guys, I do believe it is OCD. :)

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  • Dulse.

    Does that ever sound like me. It helps to accept your feelings and to not force the thoughts to leave you. You know that you do not really feel that way, as these things are upsetting you.

    Know that the thoughts are hard to control and it's natural for you. Not fighting it and realizing you're not a bad person for it really helps.

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    • Thanks :)

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  • Look up OCD obsessional type

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