Is it normal that i forgive even when someone did something really bad?
Okay, so I forgive everyone all the time, no matter what. I've only gotten mad at someone once (this one time)
So my example is this guy dated me and liked me in February, then ghosted me because something happened and he had to leave all social media.
Then in August he came back and tried to make everything back to normal but we were friends. I still liked him that entire time (6 months and I don't know why).
So, then he found out I liked him from a friend who has a big mouth. He then lied to me and said he liked me back. So after a month of him saying "so what are we going to do about it?" I asked him out this time 2 weeks ago.
He accepted and made it seem like he really liked me, video call, message, and say he was smiling and giggling even on video call. Like a true manipulator. Then I had enough because no matter what happened, how bad something was, or anything he would always act like he didn't care.
So I asked him for a serious talk and asked him if he was faking liking me. Then he said yes, and replied to "I don't know" to all the times I asked him to reject me, or deny liking me, or whenever we would bring up a dating topic. I felt sick, and the symptoms of heartbreak for a day, then had pure anger at him. Now I feel relaxed and like nothing happened and just want to keep talking to him, and he wants to message me, but he doesn't know why. He says he is just worse because he moved to America and trying to fit in because everyone in California where he lives acts like that. (He is from Germany, and used to act like the stereotypical german shy submissive male).
Is it normal to honestly feel this way? Get over it, and just continue. I still feel resentment and a bit hurt but I feel like nothing happened at the same time. Even worse is that I still like him
What's worse was when he ghosted me I just missed him but I wasn't heartbroken or anything. Even when we met up in Deutschland. (For those who don't approve of online relationships we met up before in real life but not from a dating app)