Is it normal that i find enjoyment in seeing people die on tv?
When watching NCIS or the Mentalist or any crime scene investigation show, I find joy in watching the crime. In other words I like seeing them die and I sometimes laugh. I often find myself rooting for the bad guy in certain movies. When someone's got the gun pointed to himself or a hostage I always think "Do it, pussy!!" In one movie, the protagonist stopped the mass murderer and I got bummed. In Schindlers List I couldn't stop laughing ( I have nothing against Jews, just people in general). This has been going on up to 6 or 7 years ago! Is this normal?