Is it normal that i find being a part of society very difficult?
Everything I do barely scrapes even, whether it's my grades or social life.
Being called average is a compliment because trying my absolute hardest is the equivalent to an average person slacking off.
For example, I go to a job in the customer service industry and just talking to the customers was nearly impossible unless I was told exactly what to say. Another example is that whenever I would take tests when I was younger I would need longer than everyone else.