Is it normal that i fell in love with a girl i can't be with
Hello my real name is Zachary I'm 19 years old. The day that I was born on the 16th of June I had made my first freind her name was Emma, she was my best freind from birth til we where both 8. Her and her family had left to Sweden. And I hadn't seen her until new years eve she came back to her country to visit her family and our mothered had been freinds when they where in hospital pregnant with us so when they came to her house and I laid eyes on her for the first time in 11 years I instantly fell in love with her. She was to me the smartest, funniest and most beautiful girl that I'd ever seen and we had so much in common like we where born on the same day but anyway she was just so perfect I would've asked her out but she was leaving back to Sweden in 3 days so I couldn't now it's been days since but when I close my eyes all I see is her when I dream I dream of her she's always in my head but I haven't been able to talk to any of my freinds about this because I told them that I'd never fall in love and my history with woman is rather distribing I just don't know what to do please provide help for me in the comment section.