Is it normal that i feel this way about penius
Okay so I'm a 19 year old male and right now im a bit confused. I really like females I've been into all my life and still am, but recently I've been thinking about dick a lot. Like thinking about them turns me on. I imagine getting fucked in the ass and choking on dick so much throughout the day but the weird part is I don't find men attractive at all like I never looked at a guy and thought he was hot or cute or anything like that. I tried watching gay porn to see if I could pleasure myself to it but couldn't. No matter how good of body they had I didn't get turned on, I only got turned on looking at their dicks, I even tried looking at their buttholes and abs and face and all that turned me off. I did stay fixated on the dicks the whole time I was watching and it turned me on like crazy. I sometimes imagine one of my friends fucking me in the ass not because I'm into him but because he once was talking about his dick and how it was 7 inches long and thick and so one day when we were both taking a piss I looked at his dick to see if he was about that talk and immediately fell in love with it. I don't find him at all attractive but I want his dick in me and to gag on it like a little slut (getting tuned on while writing this). When I think of making out with another guy or holding hands with a guy it turns me off but thinking about his turns me on. Another thing is I only like white dick anything a little darker than light brown turns me off ( basically any color darker than mine) but I like all types of women White,Black,Asian, Latina any type you name it. So I'm trying to understand what up with me I've had sex with only 2 different girls and loved it when ever we had sex and I still think about it and I still watch regular porn and lesbian porn and I still enjoy it but also love dicks. After I jack off or get my pleasure I'm not that crazy about them anymore until the next time. Is this a phase or am I bisexual or is it just fetish I have with dick?