Is it normal that i feel this way?
Ok, for as long as i can remember, i've had this problem where i'm not always aware of myself. It wasn't that noticiable when i was younger, but for the last two years or so, its become a lot stronger. I fear that I am simply crazy and that there is no help for me but medication and a straight-jacket. I always feel sort of clouded mentally, unless i am really stimulated. I will go days or weeks where I don't feel all "there", like I will be walking and then I suddenly realize "whoa, im walking, that is me, walking...weird" and then that'll induce a panic attack in me. When I look in the mirror, the person staring back doesn't feel like it is me anymore...I always feel very alienated from the rest of the world's population, save a few of my friends and family. I pretty much despise and don't feel like the human race. I find it really hard to sympathize with people because their problems are easily fixable if they weren't so ignorant and greedy.