Is it normal that i feel really bad when my parents buy me things?
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Keep in mind I am 14. So recently my parents bought me the parts I need to build a PC. Yesterday to be exact. They would sometimes tell me building a computer would help me in the future. But now I have all the parts, I feel extremely anxious. It is night time right now, I just feel really stressed out. I was peaking at the looks of my parents' eyes when the cashier started scanning the parts. $300 then $700 then $1200 and so on. The total was about $1400. They really started to worry me, my dad tried to hide his stress coming from the high price, and my mom looked away. At that moment I felt like COMPLETE UTTER GARBAGE. I just felt like the most stupid, spoiled brat alive. My dad once told me that if he had to work at 2 places, he would do it. Just to afford the PC. My family's income is not great. We are between the low and the middle class (Leaning towards the low). I never wanted my parents to feel this way. They seemed so happy when they helped me encourage myself to build a computer. Now I don't even know how I feel, I am lost and I really need some support. I feel sad right now, I don't even know if I will be able to sleep. Last christmas I got a smart TV and an xbox one. I felt really happy as I didn't have a TV or an xbox one. But this christmas, I just really wish I could fly away from all the stress I am going through right now. The parts are right next to me, just looking at them makes me want to throw up or cry. My mom told me to call my grandma on her phone. When I turned it on there was a bank email showing the amount of money we have right now. I honestly don't even want to say. Please help me, I am getting extremely worried about ever talking about building a computer. I am starting to regret everything. I feel like an idiot right now, a EXTREME IDIOTIC PERSON.