Is it normal that i feel like people never accept me?
Yeah, I know... many people write in about crap like this. But I'm being serious. I'm almost 20 yrs old, and I feel like I'll be alone forever. I know I still have time, because I'm still young, but It alway's seem's like the guy's I like never like me the same. They might find me pretty, but they never want a relationship with me. In fact, I feel like the majority of guy's that I have ever liked, have said that I'm pretty, but (There's always that but)"kinda slow", or "she can be really ditzy sometimes". I don't like to openly admit that to friend's when they ask why I don't have a lot of confidence, but that's the one thing that appears to bother me the most. I mean, I feel like I might be able to handle it better if someone said that I'm really weird, or goofy. Something like that. But when I hear them say that I'm slow/ditzy, it hurt's me, because it's like they don't really know me. And here they are implying that I'm stupid, and making false assumption's about me. It's embarrassing.
I can be the sweetest person on earth, but when someone throw's a line like that out at me, or I overhear them saying it to someone else, I feel terrible. I told one of my coworker's that I overheard someone at my work say that about me, and now I feel like everyone is conspiring against me. I don't know if it's the way I talk/walk, how I act, my nervous giggle, my at time's shyness. I don't know if I portray myself differently around those I like. is it normal that love is never really found?