Is it normal that i feel like killing my father?

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For years now I have felt the urge to kill my dad, but just recently it has become a daily occurrence. He has emotionally abused me from the age of 10. I am now 22. Until now, I have never wanted to come to terms that it's not just the fact that we have no relationship that is the problem, but that he doesn't truly love me, because in order to truly love someone it has to be unconditional. The only love I have gotten from him is when I haven't screwed anything up, and even if he makes a mistake, he sees himself as holier than God himself. Someone who can do no wrong. I have even made plans as of how to kill him, using eye drops, laxatives, even bacterium from the local college microbiology lab. I just want him to experience a slow, painful death similar to how he is killing my soul, making it dark and twisted inside.

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  • AbnormallyAwesome
    7 years ago

    If he's really so bad, he's not worth going to jail for. They'd catch you, believe me. The ones they don't catch are random killings with no obvious motive. But if you'd kill your dad, they'd get you.
    If you think about him all the time, even if you're thinking about murder, it means he has tremendous power over you. Move out, get some distance, get him out of your life. It's the only way to break free. To just not think about him anymore. That's how you take away his power.
    But if you kill him his death will haunt you forever and he'll define who you are for the rest of your life.

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    • Ellenna
      7 years ago

      Great response!

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