Is it normal that i feel like i'm "addicted" to being melancholy?
I feel like I WANT to be melancholy a lot.
I feel like being melancholy helps me to be more sensitive to others and assists in creativity.
I just feel that there is this underlying sadness to me all the time and it's okay with me. I don't really go out of my way to make myself happy. Sometimes I wish I could enjoy things more I guess. Maybe I feel like I don't deserve pure happiness?
I don't know it's hard to explain.
What are your thoughts on this? Can anyone else relate?