Is it normal that i feel like i'm "addicted" to being melancholy?

I feel like I WANT to be melancholy a lot.
I feel like being melancholy helps me to be more sensitive to others and assists in creativity.
I just feel that there is this underlying sadness to me all the time and it's okay with me. I don't really go out of my way to make myself happy. Sometimes I wish I could enjoy things more I guess. Maybe I feel like I don't deserve pure happiness?
I don't know it's hard to explain.
What are your thoughts on this? Can anyone else relate?

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  • Geneva5

    I think you are addicted to fagets !

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  • beastie

    You're an Enneagram 4 - Google it. You will learn a lot about your personality that way.

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  • Shackleford96

    Yeah, I can relate to that. I am pretty melancholy myself.

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