Is it normal that i feel like a monster

Kill everyone. Every...fucking...one.

Everyone thinks I'm a really nice, but sometimes I get thoughts and vicious hate for some people, sometimes I freak myself out with ideas, I think too much. I'm considered the 'nice one' in my group of friends. I think this is normal, as long as you don't act on the ideas - the fact you know it's wrong and you'd never do anything or act on these ideas makes you the opposite to a monster, it means you have morals and a conscience, and you're not crazy.

people suck. I get that.

I most humans/people too. I would love it of most of them died as I feel they have no right to exist, they are worthless. But I'm not a sociopath and I am very social when I want to be (friends, wife, family, etc)

It seems to me that you might have a lot of anger and hurt inside you, I too have felt this way before and for me it wasn't that I was a monster, it was a combination of hormones going out of whack and several issues in my life I wasn't dealing with and thus it became inexplicable rage against humans, who most of them to be fair, inspire such rage, consider talking to someone about this and finding a safe outlet, the Samaritans website is a good one,you can talk to them 24/7 and its totally anonymous and confidential and they are not judgemental, they just let you vent, you're not alone, you don't have to deal with this alone

dont worry. i get those same thoughts. although i would never kill any single person or even a large amount of people, if i were to ever kill someone, it would have to be such a large amount of people that it would basically not be humanly possible. moral of the story, dont put me in charge of watching the worlds nuclear stockpile.

I know how you feel. I am the exact same, feelings of hatred and anger towards human beings and all.
We aren't messed up, we're different. And I would rather to be different than normal.
I think humans are pathetic, worthless creatures that deserve to die, but who cares? I feel like a monster too, but I'm damn glad to be one.
I'm not sure if what I just wrote was negative or positive, but I don't care.
My only real friend is a utter monster. He only enjoys my company because of how alike we are. He hurts people over and over again, and I laugh about it.
Listen to the song "Monster" by Skillet. My all-time favourite, and extraordinarily fitting.

You would be surprised at who could love a monster. You might even come to realize you're not a monster at all.

And how does that make u feel?

You are not alone. There are many people who feel this way. But they never come out and say it. I myself feel this all the time. Every day. I have gone as far as committing myself to a mental institution to keep from hurting other people. I had acquired several weapons and laid out plans. I committed myself and five days later after I told my group every detail, the hospital thru me out (I had no place to live at the time). Why because I didn't have insurance. But I repressed my rage and did not go on a killing spree. I found a few things out sense then. I asked for help. It might take some time to find what works for you, because most people will not understand. Even amongst the so called "professionals". But find an outlet, express your self, and look for the good people the few you don't hate and explain how you feel. I turned to religion. No not any western religion, but Wicca. In it I learned that I was not alone. I was not crazy. I was just at a different point on the scale as everyone else. I wasn't a sheep who's eyes would glaze over when they went into a store. I wasn't a cow that showed up to my stall every day to work. I was the tiger biding my time. The wolf stalking in the night. Each day I grow stronger. And I wait.

I don't even try and hide my disdain towards evryone else. I feel that most people are worthless and as such I really don't care when people die. Funnily enough I'm going to be a doctor and I've heard countless times that I would make a rubbish doctor seen as I don't care about anyone.

ok, there has to be some history about you wanting to kill humans. why do you want to murder??

"that boy is a monster. he ate my heart and then he ate my brain."

Meh. Most of our population hates everybody else. lol It's a vicious cycle of distrust and loathing. It's pretty dang normal.

You arent a monster you are human. Damn, its not because you feel different that makes you some kind of unhuman creature. Just accept who you are: different and then you'll feel better ( i hope)!

creepy!

you should probs go see a therapist