Is it normal that i feel insane?
I feel like I'm a pretty intelligent person, although overly-aware inwardly. I am extremely out of it on the outside. At times I will be staring off and someone will have to say my name 4 or more times. I sometimes say random, nonsensical things, such as "We should see if he would like to go with us" because it just feels right to do so. I have wild, sexual fetishes and liking that I don't know of anyone else having, and I feel insecure. I do things I don't think other people do, like drink raw eggs and eat my menstrual blood. I feel like an alien that has tricked everyone into thinking I'm normal. Only one person in my life knows how crazy I feel. I'm a 19 year old female. Is this normal?