Is it normal that i feel alone? pt. 2

Sometime around moving from SC to NC I pick up the a dressing style that would fit me in well in the city i though. i have always done so i change they way i dress not because i want to fit in with a different crowd of people but because it made me feel better inside. So im in these school a complete stranger i dont khow anyone i get weird looks, that was probably not just because i was new but because my hair cover my eyes which im not sure why i use to do that. it just made me feel better. But one day not to long since my arrival, i hadn't gone to eat lunch in the cafeteria, i had been tryig to avoid big crowds because i didnt want to put myself in a situation where i was going to feel unconforable but one day a group of kids came to my classroom, it was about 10 of them. I was very surprised, i didnt khew any of them not even their names. But ok days went by i was now talking to these people they gave an impression that they were nice. and they are. But many more weeks months went by i am now a junior and al the people that i met in my freshmen i dont talk to them any more along the way from freshmen to junior i realize that i couldnt be a part of who they were beacause to them it didnt matter who i am but who they were. And i dont blame them i was just the new kid I had nice dressing style back then and i think thats what brough these people to me. and so things happen i dont think they like who i am because i try to pursuit myself. i try to stay who i am and tho im changing i wont and i dont want to become someone im not, giving the impression that i maybe a way when im another, but anyways all of what has happen has lead me to feel alone. in school it is only one person that i feel like understand who i am just a little tho we are completely different person. and she isnt like the person that i would hang out outside of school because i dont khow her that well tho we have hung out once on april 20. i was just trying to set her as an example for this. I still talk to and hang out with my old bestfriend from Clover tho we rarely hang out and we have become very apart from eachother i dont think he could call me a bestfriend anymore he has change and so have i. and wel if you have been reading these just khow that all the information i have share from the begginng to thsi point is to give you a clue of why i feel alone. andif you have read it all to this point i thank you. i khow some people just have the time to read something like these and what i would i appreciate alot is if you could make a reply to me and i would like to hear what you have to say. by the way im what they say a total noob to blogging and these wetsite so excuse me for the long story and incorrect grammar. Thank you.