Is it normal that i fantasize the idea of my boyfriend cheating on me?
Last night I missed my boyfriend so much, he's away in Australia with some friends. One of which is a girl, and I'm a little jealous of her because she's really pretty and flirty. Anyways, I decided to ask on here because I can't tell anyone in real life this, it's too embarrassing. Ugh I'll just say it. I was masturbating to the thought of him cheating on me with that girl and I had like one of the best orgasms of my life. WTF
I don't want him to cheat on me, but somehow the idea is really sexy when I'm horny. I doubt this is normal but I'd like to see what people say.