Is it normal that i fantasize about my cousin?
OK so I know you've all seen and read similar stories but I had to do it. Well when I was younger I had this older female cousin and we were really close as well as with her sis. My older cousin was about 5 years older than me and the other was 2 years older. I was in elementary and junior high when this started and ended. Anyway I would go over to their house on weekends and spend the night and would mess around with both of them. Never had intercourse but did lots of oral sex. One day it stopped but wished it didn't. Especially with my oldest cousin who has a great figure with a huge rack and ass. I fantasize about her a lot and at moments I'm not so proud of. Should I act on this and ask her to go at it again? I'd really like to eat and bang her muffin again and put it in her butt doggystyle to see her big ass in the air. Should I?
One thing I was ask for your honest opinion on is that I have a high sex drive, watch lots of porn, play with girls and guys but am dedicated to women and have no emotions towards men. Just safe fun play.... all this makes me feel like a sex addict at times and I wonder if the way I am today is due to the stuff I did with my cousins at such a young age?