Is it normal that i fantasize about having my legs or an arm amputated
For a long time I've fantasized to myself about having an arm or leg or both legs amputated. I can't begin to explain it but there's something really alluring about the thought of wearing a prosthetic limb. I've always thought that if I actually went through with it, or even if it happened by accident, there's no way I'd wear one of those prosthetics that imitate an actual limb - I would want something that is loudly and obviously a fake limb, something as simple as a steel bar thing, or something complex with gears or whatever.
I don't really know why I feel this way. I'm not into amputee porn or whatever else, it's just the stuff I described above. There's nothing sexual about it, I think of it in essentially the same way that other people might think about getting a large tattoo. Is it normal?