Is it normal that i fantasize about being raped?
I love the idea of being tied up and used. I did a little role-playing the other day with my bf and the dirtier he got, the more excited I became. I actually enjoyed being called a slut and being told that he was going to pimp me out to all his friends. I'm feeling guilty about finding pleasure in something that, outside of my little fantasy world I consider a heinous act and don't condone at all. Am I the only one turned on by this?